Monday, October 24, 2011 . 3:19 AM

Momentum

Whew... I just finished exercising, some push ups, crunches and with dumbbells. During some sessions of working out, I felt lethargic, wanna get over and done with it. But today something tick on me. I felt that I do not want this regime to be something only just to make myself look better physically but also be of some challenge and staying healthy. To feel good inside and out. Then I felt maybe the exercise needs to build up a certain momentum. Slowly it went by and I was kinda enjoying the process of it. It took an hour plus to complete it but time seemed to pass faster than that.

Then I thought.. It's good to have this momentum and positive thinking. I then started to think life too... our journeys we needs some motivation.. need some momentum. Hav to work harder and harder more and more, take up greater and greater tasks in our hands as we progress in life. Life is a progression, not a degradation at least for the things we learn and grow internally, mentally and emotionally. Maybe that is why I am upset and feel bad when I feel I do not do enough. It's not I am really wasting my time but.. I really could and should be doing more to improve my life. Maybe I should read more for knowledge and understanding. Head out more and accompany my mum to the park or somthing the breathe some fresh air... to actively get references for my next drawing so I can start on it.

I need progress... And I enjoy seeing friends and people around me improve too in life. I have all the answers to all my questions.. all that is mostly still buried within my heart and the places that I will venture in the present, future and in the people that I will meet and experience life with. Progression.. Momentum... The drive to keep moving on... The satisfaction and understanding depriving out of it. Bliss....