Thursday, October 13, 2011 . 8:27 AM

Another World

Back to blooo oorhh gging againnn. Maybe I've been having too much time on my hands lately.. 2 months left till NS. . . . Been thinking about stuffs trying to get to learn new things such as toarot reading.. I'll write up a post about tarot-reading sometime when I am more familiar wit it. =)

I've been questioning and asking myself.. why do people have to not just go through joy but also pain everyday. People are sad, feeling hurt, dying, passing away, feeling lonely.. everyday. In this world there can never be happiness that can be so true that will last forever without being interrupted with some kind of disappointment or sadness along the way. We have to put up with question marks in our heads wanting to solve the mysteries in life. Why so many times I don't think I can fit in... Why so many times there is this cycle of sadness, loneliness, hopelessness.

Maybe we are made for something bigger... maybe there is another world out there? somewhere? I am not talking in the mere idea of heaven but..some place we'd go that we don't quite see right now? My heart is in a cycle of being burdened.. And I wonder when will all these shit just... STOP. We long to be freed by all burdens and to love, to desire freely... to be accepted freely... to bond freely.. to share freely to receive freely..

Is there another world out there, a place truly great, truly beautiful.. truly chidlike... vibrant... sometimes romantic.. sometimes bright bold and lively... Somewhere so free.......so vast... somewhere that could fulfil the yearnings of all our desires..  Somewhere I could share it also with the person that makes me whole?