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Friday, August 12, 2011 . 10:30 AM

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Thoughts are running wild.. Feeling quite tormented within myself lately. I've been hearing people being emo about their lives and circumstances these few weeks, I guess it's catching up on me now. Just when I thought I'm going steady, and I'm learning, there seems to be an inner growling... Something uncomfortable, a twitchy within myself that is condemning and I feel so hard to comprehend.

I can't exactly pin point to what is bothering me now, but i guess it is a set of reasons.. Plz save me from this torment God. .. Plz take away all these insecurities, all these fears that are coming back from all to become hauntings of the new. I want to embrace life to it's fullest.. the pain, the beauty, the happiness and the truth of it all. But I am afraid and my mind seems to be holding my heart back. My heart is tormented not being able to react as it would have liked to. These resounding fears are creeping back up to haunt me.

Save me from myself..