Saturday, June 25, 2011 . 11:22 AM

Understanding > Analyzing

Lalalala.. it's the weekend and i'm typing again on this blog.. lalalala the randomness of life, can be =( and can be =))))).. I've started work recently for about a week already.. learning new things, learning about conversing with people at work, learning slowly to be more responsible, to motivate myself, to be more positive.

Yesterday night met up friends again.. Kor, Sun Zi and friends for dinner at carl's junior and later at marina bay place to chill n chat n eat cheesecake! =P It has been a good day, going out with them. To learn to be more open to people, to learn to appreciate them. I'm not very good with conversing with people but it's a weakness that I feel that can be my niche, can be an element I can potentially grow and build upon to be better with people, to propel myself forward to enjoy life to it's fullest. I'm imperfect but I wouldn't want my insecurities to hold me down.. to let people's negativity and even my own negativity to pull be down to retardation.

I've been reading a book about drawing closer to the heart of God. One part of it I recalled reading was that getting to know people is not about trying to analyze who they are but to get to know and understand them, who they are, what they are about, what we love about the people around us. Even it can be applied to learn how to love ourselves better is to appreciate who we really are, to understand than analyze ourselves with the the mind, more fruitful when it is carried out with the heart, and we than learn to understand rather than just know we or what we are.

Thankful for God to place me to know the people I have known recently and especially also to the friends I have known but talked less - still appreciate them just as much. Thankful to get this job I have recently gotten. To understand nervousness and fear are not as intimidating as they seem, all's in the head.. to know and believe I am not leading a messed up life, but I am at the right place at the right time.