Tuesday, May 31, 2011 . 11:18 AM

Embrace the Present

I have not been posting for awhile, so I thought of updating today. Recently I have been starting to meet up with fellow ajs again after like 3 months of nt meeting ppl. Went to bird park, shop shop, aquarama n aj family outing. Has been good though mingling with people has not just the pros but the cons as well. There are somethings left unsaid, left hanging that irks sometimes.

Tday I am really really exhausted once again. With people and myself again. It's a joke sometimes life keep spinning us in circles and we get tired of this hellhole we are in or that we even ourselves into.

For many things that I have experienced lately has been good for me I feel. I am still learning understanding the importance of the present and not just the future. Society has geared our mindsets to move fast and furious, forward... When our mindsets get overly focused, we tend to forget what is simple, and what's authentic and then miss out on the simple enjoyments.. even how to... simply enjoy things of the present like talking to people, appreciating a simple breeze or even just walking.. simply walking to school, home.. bus stop. We move to fast and neglect what we used to appreciate and tend to 'forget' how to embrace the present.

I really need to learn once again... how to embrace the present... That's how I can learn to be authentic as a person, not just a smiley guy with the lack of authentic sincerity. Honestly all this trying so far even at around 1/4 of my life so far has made me fking tired. With it of this tiredness is just a passing phase. I want to recapture the childlikeness when I was younger, the appreciation of simple things in life, of good company, of simple love once again. It will be a lifelong learning... hopefully the flame will keep going... keep on keeping on.