Friday, April 8, 2011 . 12:22 PM

Dear Friend

More than a month back, I was quite active going into trevvy chat. Getting pissed up and down, left and right, to and fro. It's not exactly a great place to start of finding out more about gays and knowing more gay-related stuff and people. It not a decent place for healthy discovery I'd say. But though in the piles and piles of assholes I have pushed my way through some gems along the way. One of the few gems is Kor. We clicked well from IRC chat. Not the usual guys on trevvy chat that are like dead.. cold.. walls. He was warm from the 1st chat. A fellow Christian aj. Sensitive guy yet a strong heart he has. Really great to have a glimpse of his singing and songwriting too. Something beautiful I believe God has given him, a gift. No one can take away from him, and for him to express. That's also what I like about him. Could relate to each other and it has truely been a blessing in knowing him.

I've then recently been talking to another friend, I'll call him Miao here hahax. Coz he loves cats, just like I do. Thing is... he rears cats.. and I don't... *envy.. envy..!!!* =P Think I got to know him at his semi down period of his life. Quite a nice person to talk to, and like my kor, Miao I feel has an open heart. Something that attracts myself to them. They are willing as friends to talk and be open and are sincere. Somehow these few days got him as a Di le so got one small family.Hopefully can intro both Kor and Di together sometime.

Life's not an ass all the time, great people walk.. somethimes run by. We just need to know how to be fast in our reflexes to catch them even during ungodly hours. Wanna share a song here.. So beautiful.. So truthful.. By Stacie Orrico.. Called Dear Friend.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iB4kj6INEAs

Dear Friend, what's on your mind
You don’t laugh the way you used to
But I've noticed how you cry
Dear friend, I feel so helpless
I see you sit in silence
As you face new pain each day
I feel there’s nothing I can do
I know you don’t feel pretty
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your beauty
That found room in my heart

Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend

Dear friend, I'm here for you
I know that you don’t talk too much
But we can share this day anew
Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone
There is someone who is praying
Praying for your peace of mind
Hoping joy is what you'll find
I know you don’t feel weak
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your strength
That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend