Sunday, March 13, 2011 . 12:30 PM

Going Slow

Hmmm.. I haven't been doing much these days, kinda taking it slow. It's confirmed that I've decided to withdraw from my studies. Initially I was rather confused and chose to follow what an inner initial voice and a rather neutral desire. I knew deferring, and now withdrawing, was a path I wanted though the reasons were not clear. I've gotten mixed feedbacks regarding my decision.. People have encouraged and adviced, people questioned my decision and sometimes not too pleasantly. During the period of this week my mind has been quite chaotic, thoughts were here, there and everywhere. Period of making a concrete decision, a start of journey to believe in myself and the choices that I make.

Frustrating many times the process in life can, feeling lost, losing faith, hope and in our dreams. Gotta tell myself.. It is ok Ron.. it's ok what you are feeling. Losing our ways, veering to the sidetracks sometimes is a process of finding ourselves, finding who we really are. Does not matter if in the process we pissed some people off, make ourselves angry or sad.. as long as we learn and continue to grow and change.. All's good! Decisions are meant for ourselves to make, not really living in people's expectations and in other principles or beliefs. We live in our own world that we create, we live and we dream and we share. Going slow may not be such a bad idea after all.